#txt deserves the absolute world

[bows4tyun]

AHHH TXTS COMEBACK IS SO GOOD

[thekidsarentalright]

starting a collection of tourdust pics of patrick where lights are shining like stars for him bc theyre the prettiest pics ever. to me <3

[jolioiseau]

begging on my astral knees for ppl to understand that the wing is a manifestation of sephiroths hatred, not weird alien genetics

[pretty-magical-boy]

of course i am actually mentally stable for a day and the horniness is just like 👀 hello what’s up how r u doing (ft me yelling abt how much i love my bf in the tags)

[whowantshota]

NOT ALLOWED pt. 2 —— lee heeseung

it's date night with your boyfriend, but you don't even show up. you can't help it, old habits die hard.

warnings ☆ MATURE CONTENT AHEAD. angst, smut, cheating, dom heeseung, this is mostly smut, manipulation, ft enha, soobin (txt) deserves the world,

song recs: it almost worked, tv girl. not allowed, tv girl. lovers rock, tv girl. billie bossa nova, billie eilish,

read part one here! can also be read as a standalone

After what you���ve been calling the ‘little incident,’ the rest of the week was uneventful. Classes are the same, Sunoo’s no less dramatic, and you think you’ve texted your project partner Yunjin at least once since then. Soobin’s still texting you sweet little goodnight messages before you go to sleep though, still kissing you the same and fucking you in that slow, soft way he always has.

You hate it. Hate it with every fiber of your being. You hate it so much. The way he isn’t repulsed by you, hugs you close to him when the two of you go about on campus. The way he loves you all the same despite what you’ve now gone and done.

And you know that you should break up with him. Not because he’s ass—if anything he’s the farthest from it that you’ve ever seen a man be. No, if anything you (absolutely) are the ass. That’s why it’d be so much better than trying, trying so damn hard to love him the way he loves you.

“Dinner? Tomorrow, at 9?” He asked you suddenly during study group. You look up from your book to glance at him. One eyebrow raised, he grins at the feeling of his knee pressing into your thigh, pushes his glasses up the bridge of his nose.

“Dinner?” You repeat, tapping your pencil against the table. Soobin nods, running his tongue over his bottom lip. There’s a slight blush you can see creeping up his neck, rising in his ears. 

He waits for you to answer, hands folded politely over his own textbook. His sleeves are rolled up just below his elbows and you can see the thick vein that traces its way down to the back of his hand. His fingers are so pretty, so big, have fucked their way into your a cunt a number of times now. The same fingers that’ve treated you right so many times, skimmed across the expanse of your inner thigh. They’ve never choked you, though. Never fucked into your mouth and pressed hard on your tongue, never pulled you down and gagged you on cock.

They’ve never treated you like Heeseung has.

You blink twice, look down, only to look back up and peek at Soobin from under your lashes. “Yeah. Dinner sounds great.”

The way Soobin lights up makes your heart hurt. You really don’t know why he’s put so much effort into taking you out, nor why it still makes him happy. You’ve been dating for three months now, talking for maybe a little longer than that. He’s been trying to make more time for you now, ever since you mentioned it to him. Date’s every fortnight, mostly over coffee or ice cream. Sometimes there’s sex, and sometimes there’s not. Usually, there is.

Soobin’s hands unfold, and he spares a look at the clock. He breaks into the awkward silence, clearing his throat and straightening the white collar of his shirt. “Um, it’s late, huh.” He notes, scratching the back off his neck. “Can I…”

“Sure.” You say, lips pursed. You know what he wants; nothing more than to simply walk you to your dorm. He nods silently at your response and stands up, closing his book and gathering his own things to shove into his bag. Too fucking sweet for his own good, Choi Soobin does not deserve you.

★ . *- .

You think it almost worked.

If you had tried a little harder, possibly made a little more room in your heart for Soobin, then maybe you could have left every single thing about Lee fucking Heeseung behind you.

You did dress up for dinner, wore a short black dress and your favorite cardigan. You did take the time to fix up your hair, and you did go the extra mile and buy him a perfume.

Oh fuck that, you didn’t even wait for him to pick you up at your dorm.

It should have seemed at least a little shocking, but to be honest, you knew that you would come back. You could take it to another level and say you that had planned it, and that’d even be true.

Heeseung was shocked though, opening the door to find you standing outside at 8:47 PM, his pretty, pink lips parted in silence. Before he could say anything, you were already pulling him in for a kiss, feeling his warmth and sliding your hands into his wet hair.

He lets out a long, full groan against your bottom lips when your hands start to feel lower, wanting and reaching for more. “Baby,” he hums when he finally pulls away, “fuck, slow down.”

His hands wrap around your wrists, separating your touch from him. Heeseung did not expect to see you back on his doorstep so soon, had thought you’d be a smarter girl. Thought you'd take some time to think about things, maybe even see how bad, how fucking horrible you are for each other. You didn’t though, and to say he didn’t want you back on his doorstep though, would be a lie. 

“Need you Heeseung,” you tell him. He can’t help but shiver at the sight of you, his grip loosening around your arms and allowing you to slither a hand to his face, cupping his cheek. 

You pull at the hem of the black shirt he’s wearing, tight around his chest. He must’ve just come back from practice, meaning Jay and Jake are probably still in the house but honestly you couldn’t care less. They could watch for all you care.

You’re attaching your lips to his once more before he’s pulling you inside, only separating once to close the door and press your backside against it. 

Heeseung moans into your mouth, tasting the sweet cherry chapstick slick on your lips. His hands move from your arms to glide along your waist. He squeezes, earning a small, muffled cry from you. It was funny, how well he still remembered you and all of your littleticks, what you liked and what threw you off. 

He only moves his lips from yours to start sucking against the skin on your neck, efficient work pulling an unwanted whimper from you. He smiles against your skin and you can feel the upturned corners pressing to you.

“Fuck, Seungie.” You murmur, pulling away for a breath, which is short lived because Heeseung is pulling you back in, bitting your bottom lip. 

You tug at his sweats, fitting a hand inside and cupping his hard on. He stiffens at your touch, hissing something you can’t hear. You love it, the way he reels into you, hands gripping you tight. You could let him take you here, have you all to himself on the couch until midnight. Even longer than that if you really fucking wanted to.

You have him here, all to yourself. He’s whispering in your ear about how good you taste and you’re talking right back, going on and on about how much you missed him, needed him.

You feel the vibration of your phone buzz in your cardigan, but you don’t make a move to even check for it. Fuck Yunjin, or Sunoo, or Soobin, you get back to them later. But you can’t get back Heeseung, can’t get back the way he grinds into the palm of your hand, can’t get back the sweet sounds he makes everytime you tug a little to hard at his hair. Definitely can’t get back the way he loves you at all, though you’re not sure how long it’s been since you lost that.

You groan in annoyance when your phone starts to ring again, pulling it out from your pocket. Heeseung doesn’t question it, let’s you simply fling your phone somewhere around the room and drums his fingers against your hip.

“Came to see me, yeah?” He mumbles against your neck, thumbs starting to rub against you in a circular motion. “Came to let me eat that pretty cunt, mm?”

He starts to suck a hickey and you almost protest, almost say that Soobin could see it, could figure out that you make yourself cum with someone else’s name on the tip of your tongue. But you don’t say anything, only palm his bulge and moan. He slips a hand under the skirt of your dress, presses his fingers against the crotch of your panties.

He’s dragging slow fingers against fabric, feeling the growing wet patch between your folds. “Seungie, hurry up.” You pout, looking at him with big, wet eyes.

Luckily, he’s not in the mood to tease you, yet. He hums and complies with your pleas, locking your lips once more as he slides two fingers in. He’s sloppily kissing you, devouring the moans that leave you while at the same time fucking his fingers into you. 

He doesn’t take his time at all; doesn’t look to see if you’re enjoying it. He doesn’t need to, he knows you eat up whatever the fuck he gives you. Knows he’s fucked you right enough times for you to love this.

You feel like your legs are going to give out when he rolls his thumb against your clit, other hand reaching to knead the flesh of your ass. From the way he’s still grinding against your hand, you think he’s enjoying it too.

You whimper when he pulls out so abruptly, dropping to kneel on the floor in front of you. He pulls your leggings and panties down to your knees, sucking on his fingers and pressing his cheek against the soft skin of your thigh. You can hear the loud pop when he pulls them out of his mouth, messily coated in his saliva. 

When he pauses to look up at you, fuck, you swear you could cum on the spot. The greatest view you’ve seen in a long time; Heeseung below you with his mouth parted slightly, haired mussed, face flushed deep red as he licks his fingers clean.

It hits you right then, how much you want him, really fucking need him. “Fuckin’, love you. Need you s’much.” You cry. There’s tears welling up in your eyes, and they seem to be enough to inspire him to continue. 

Warm, wet lips press against your cunt. It's so soft, so gentle that for a second you wonder if it really is Heeseung, who’s peppering kisses along your pelvis. If he's really there, looking up at you from behind thick locks of dark hair. “Yeah? Need me to fuck this pretty pussy because your boyfriend doesn't?” He asks, continuing to press a trail of kisses against your front, only stopping when he's about right under your navel.

“He…he does,” you stutter. You didn’t think before the words came out, merely let them spill in a hurried response. To be fair, you hadn’t spoken that loud either, but Heeseung hears it, of course.

“Oh, he does?” He takes a moment to let it sink in, brows furrowing before he pulls away and stands up. You want to hold him back down, tell him to kneel again and fuck his tongue into your cunt. But perhaps now's not the time: Heeseung looks unimpressed by the words, arms crossed over his chest. 

The dorm is silent. Much too silent. Considering it’s not that late, you can bet that both Jake and Jay are still up, if not in their respective rooms, hopefully out and about.

Not that there’s time to think about those too, though. Heeseung’s hand is closing around your wrist, and he’s dragging you away from the wall and further into the room. He lays you on the couch—it seems to have become a spot after your last visit.

Heeseung’s got you pinned under him in seconds, pulling off his shirt, hips straddling yours. “You’d don’t think he could fuck you better than I could, baby?” You hear him hum. One strong hand resting on your stomach, bulge pressed up against your leg. 

“That's why you're here with me, letting me fuck this cunt, hm?” He trails off, not so much flinching as you reach into his boxers, pulling his thick cock out of his sweats.

You didn’t come here because of anyone else, you came here because you need Heeseung. Because Soobin could fuck you right, but he just can’t fuck you the way Herseung does. So you’re about to object, state your point, looking at Heeseung through pitiful eyes. And then a buzzing starts up from between the couch cushions.

Heeseung sees it before you do, grabs your long forgotten phone from where it’s sunk. He looks it over, bright light illuminating his face much better than the old lamp in the corner does. 

You know something is wrong when you see the smirk growing on his face, wetting his bottom lip. The phone’s still buzzing, but Heeseung’s already hovering right over you, breath fanning over your face. Precum dribbles down from his tip and along the back of your leg. “Keep quiet for a bit, ‘kay baby?”

He places the phone on the couch arm behind you. You’re about to turn around, swearing you heard something when Heeseung suddenly pushes into you without warning. 

You gasp, pussy squeezing around his girth. He shoves his thumb into the side of your mouth, forcing it open enough for him to spit inside. 

“Swallow,” he commands, fucking into you at a mild pace. His hand moves down to close around your throat, resting his thumb against the lump when you comply. “Good fuckin’ girl.”

“Please!” You cry, clenching even harder at the pet name, earning a groan from Heeseung. His pace falters, and he’s fucking into you sloppily. 

“Fuck, I’ll take care of this cunt,” Heeseung manages to get out, voice, breathy as he speaks. You hiccup, tears slipping down your face. It feels so good, too good. How the fuck did you survive a week without this?

He doesn’t complain when your arms wrap around him, nails digging raw pink marks into his skin. Your back hurts like fuck with the way your arching, but the warmth of his cock is too good for you to care. “Yes, fuck–please, wan’ that.”

And as always, it’s about Heeseung giving you whatever you need at the moment. Maybe that’s why you don’t notice the sadistic smirk on Heeseung’s face when he lazily fucks a couple of more strokes into you. Or why you don’t hear the other end of the phone, don’t see Soobin’s contact name shining brightly on the dial screen of your phone.

“Yeah?” Heeseung muses, reveling in the thought of the desperate scratches he’ll find on his back tomorrow morning. “Who does this pussy belong to, baby?” 

“Heeseung! All yours Seungie-” You’re babbling now, sobbing through choked breaths. He fits in you so well; you know you were just made for him.

“All. Fucking. Mine.” He grunts, fucking into you on each word. The disconnect tone plays right when Heeseung cums, head of his cock dragging against you insides as he rides the high out. 

He doesn’t topple over you and let you ruffle his hair when finishes. Nor does he kiss your nose or call you beautiful. No, he merely pulls out, watches the way his cum spills down your thighs, tucks himself back into his sweats and pushes off of the couch.

You almost reach out to him, but the words die in your throat. You hear Heeseung mutter something, tell you that you can get cleaned in the bathroom, that there’s a pair of his clothes you can change into.

You hate him for it. Even though you’re the one who wanted to walk into all of this. Heeseung did tell you that you couldn’t, shouldn’t start over. Who the fuck were you to think you could fix him; fix what you had?

Now you’re really crying. Big tears welling up and dropping onto the wrinkled skirt of your dress. You pick up your phone from its place on the armchair, open the call app, then drop it into your lap.

You should have known, should have expected it with the number of times he brought up Soobin. Should have seen him reach for your phone, should have noticed the grand smile he wore while he fucked you so good, so deep.

Soobin’s phone number appears three times in your list of recent calls. Twice, as a missed call. Once, as answered.

i love this work so much. reblogs and comments are always appreciated! not beta read

[bandgie]

omg I loved ur stray kids what sub . I was wondering if you could do one for txt. im kinda curious to see what type of sub oc , beomgyu would like ??

beomgyu is an enigma tbh

but I think a sexual submissive and a playful masochist would suit his tastes. someone who he can fun with in bed, who likes to try new things even if they involve a little bit of pain. a sexual submissive finds pleasure in trying new things and beomgyu is always finding weird shit for between the sheets. a sexual submissive might be a little too submissive for him though, so the balance of a playful masochist who isn't scared to bite (literally and figuratively) is super hot to him

soobin

likes someone who can take the reins, so him wanting a submissive is something I can't really picture. however, a devoted sub really speaks to me only because of the emotion that comes with making love, and he likes to really get into the more empathic part of touching someone. it's a balance more so; you're good to him so he's good to you and vice versa. or a power bottom, he can have a lot of fun with that one but he would need unbelievable aftercare

yeonjun is also an enigma UGH

a switch honestly. he needs someone who's versatile because he's so versatile. one night he wants to bound your hands and keeps your thighs parted while finger fucking you until you squirt or he'll want to be blindfolded while you pour hot wax on him like this man needs it all tbh. but if we're strictly speaking sub, then a brat. likes it when you tease him throughout the day and put up a little fake fight before you submit to the pleasure

terry

my boy terry needs someone who likes to listen really good, so an obedient sub is up his alley. tbh he deserves the world so obviously he deserves the best sub too!! he praises you for being so good, makes you feel super comfortable and gets off on that fact. watching your pretty little face look up at him all doting and happy to do anything is just so ugghhh to him. lowkey maybe a devoted too but a submissive is so much more sluttier.

kai

kai needs me fr, jk (not really) but kai would prefer to be the sub if im being honest. like he's just so used to being the one doing the work and having people talk to him a certain way so to be introduced to a sub is so? weird for him? if you're a service sub tho...he's liking it for sure. like I said, since he does everything he would love the opportunity to have someone else doing it for him. you mean he can ask you to suck his nipples and you do? for as long as he wants? he can have you ride him? milk him dry? suck him off? sign him up OR a free-use sub I just knoooowww kai would go absolute ape shit for that. his shaky hands gripping your hips while you're doing your set of chores, still unsure even after all this time that you're okay with him using you. his careful eyes locking with yours when he turns you around, gently pulling your shorts down and- sorry bye

be honest, can you tell kai is my ult bias...

[sonsband]

As Catiny’s main vocalist - who do you think has the spiciest vocals in kpop right meow?

How spicey do you mean?

(also if you like discussions of music I sometimes do those on my side blog changdyke and would love to talk about vocalists or music with people! okay shameless plug done)

Well, the spiciest vocals come from Changmin, who is a level 2 spicey boy at MOST. I mean, the 240105 Music Bank high note for "Down"? I don't know how half the boy groups didn't immediately vaporize as soon as he did That. I know it was probably just that he didn't hit the note at first, but he made it sound so good with that dissonance resolving into whistle register? (I would say something about Nissan Stadium Forever Love but until that's back up on YouTube I refuse to contemplate it so I don't burst into tears) But I'm a hater and don't like him so don't put him on the list.

EXID's Solji might not be active right meow, but she just did that musical so she counts!

Of course BTOB, Eunkwang and Minhyuk especially, I mean, "Boom" era was everything to me.

All of A.C.E, obviously, the world is a little brighter for their comeback. I can't wait for Donghun to absolutely devastate me again, but friendly reminder for your daily required viewing of their It's Live performance of "Goblin".

WayV's Xiaojun, I know Mujin Service is pitch corrected but the sheer emotion in "Ashes" is too much. He doesn't need to do as much as he does at all times, but thank god for it.

Does Forestella count as kpop? Because they've got the spice and the spicey vocals. All of them, but Woorim's wife was right to lock him down after that performance of "Bad Romance".

I might be ride or die for Seonghwa Main Vocal When, but back in like February 2021 I said San from Ateez strained a lot and he said "why would you say such a thing? btw hi lesbians" and just immediately went fuckin insane. I'm bummed it happened after they stopped actively promoting it but I will never shut up about how when he gets a mic for "Turbulence" he saves the whole song with that modulation to keep it from being a diminished fifth. I know he's a great dancer but he's vocal line for a reason. Watch "Breathe" btw.

SPEAKING OF "BREATHE"!!!! [edit: I got too excited to jump into IU that I forgot to finish this, sorry, I know it's a Lee Hi song] Lee Hi is that good good alto and the fact she had that voice at debut? We Love Altos.

IU!!!!! GIRL!!!!!!! No list of spiciest vocals would be complete without IU. "Love Poem" should be a UNESCO World Heritage piece of culture. I love her and I can't believe you're keeping her hostage and away from us, Addy.

Fun fact: DK is actually short for "DyKe rights" (editor's note: this is not true) and my sister will let me blast "Hot" in her car specifically so we can vocalize along with his chest voice there. He's got such a good ear.

The Boyz genuinely has some power vocals. Why do you think his name is SANGyeon? That video of him singing in a parking lot plays behind my eyes while I try to fall asleep.

Shownu simply does not get the credit he deserves as a vocalist. His voice is more subtle, so maybe not particularly spicey, but he's my husband and I will not let him go unappreciated on this list. What's the opposite of spicey? That's how I feel about I.M, except he's actually got interesting vocals, he's technically weaker but I think that makes him more interesting vocally. Plus he's the King of Vocal Fry (complimentary).

Another vocal fry master -- Taehyun from TXT. I feel so much about that kid. Most of it good.

For the hags, all of 2pm! (I'm not taking antipsychotics right now so I'm allowed to be delusional and they're active in my heart.) "Make It" was THE song of 2021, no notes at all. And "ADTOY" had no right to be that good. Also we love grown men being grown up spicey.

Woodz, don't talk to me about enlistment if I don't acknowledge it then it isn't happening. The live versions of "Chaser" and "Trigger" and "Accident" and and and and? I think his harmonizing gets overshadowed sometimes by his vocal power, especially since he has to harmonize with his backing track rather than another singer, but bro... bro... Also he was the closest to a Changmin "Mirotic" note, I will ignore any arguments to the contrary.

Red Velvet's Seulgi has really good vocals when she's given the chance to flex them, I really wish we could hear more from her. Underappreciated, tbh.

Highlight's Dongwoon, do we need to talk about that performance of "Fiction" again? Because I will talk about that performance of "Fiction" again. And I choose to believe his scene in "Good Luck" is part of the most watched section because of that little C# Major moment. Yeah his only other band mate Yeoseob is good but I gotta give the crown to Dongwoon. Also his outfits from last May's concerts were so spicey.

I'm so excited for Chungha's comeback. I know she's not really appreciated for her vocals since she's definitely a pop vocalist, but "Play"! I'm not even mad when she uses playback on music shows, she's in chest voice enough.

I can't believe I'm about to put a manlet on this list but Hui's got the spice. He's got the vocals. He deserves. That's all.

And how about Doyeon from Weki Meki. Siyeon from Dreamcatcher (omg that "Overdose" cover). Ailee, obviously. BB Girls Yujeong. Sistar just as a whole but especially Hyolyn, "Layin Low" changed me as a person and I swear it wasn't just the Nicole Kirkland choreo.

Okay I've just powered through so many Vocalists that my brain's been turned to mush. Tell me what else you think!

[wimbledonstrawberry]

tennis players as k-pop songs with the disclaimer that I'm absolutely insane

and I'm what the k-pop stans hate (a multi)

jannik. I Need Somebody by DAY6. world number 1 deserves to have one song by the best rock band in South Korea. many doubted DAY6, because they are considered k-pop although they are a rock band. I know the song's lyrics are more on the sad side, but I picked it because of the vibes rather. its beautiful but powerful and strong (just like jannik's game).

iga. BET ON ME by ITZY. of course I'm giving a song by my fav girls to my fav. this song is beautiful and fun, its for real one of the best songs ever and I just think it fits Iga a lot, its about the feeling of never giving up and keep fighting, which I think fits Iga so so so much.

novak. one of a kind by G-Dragon. I grew up watching novak play. he is an all time classic to me. much to what gdragon is for me in kpop terms lmao. also this song is about being the best and not being afraid of it. novak is literally one of a kind, love him or hate him.

coco. Dream of you (ft. R3HAB) by Chung Ha. I've always associated coco with happiness and amazing vibes, she is such a sweet person and a strong player. I think she would LOVE this song, the flow and the rhythm are amazing for moving around and dancing around. Once again, do not look at the lyrics, just follow the vibes.

carlitos. Sugar Rush Ride by TXT. and yes, I'm giving a song by my fav group to my fav player nobody acts surprised. the youthful vibe of TXT songs, that are fun, innovating, trendsetting, relatable, and always talked about. TXT, just as Carlitos, already wrote their names in history books. (while I was typing this a pic of txt going somewhere dropped and if they go to the olympics I'll CRY if soobin gets to see carlos before me) (also I picked the song because watching carlos play is quite literally a sugar rush ride)

aryna. ICONIC by aespa. listen if there is a memorable person in the tour its aryna, she is amazing and will become a legend like mark my words hereeee. I think that aryna's game fits aespa so much, like this song I picked because I love it, but in general.

daniil. red flavor by red velvet. I love this trend of giving daniil summer pop songs so here, my fav gg summer song. the most iconic song of the summer ever, birthed by the summer queens themselves. fun, iconic, loved, timeless.

elena. Queen of Hearts by TWICE elena has such a royal vibe... just like this song (also the lyrics, like walk with me in this one: Looking at the future, it's so bright I'm gonna make it mine...!!!!!!). no more explanations this just makes sense to me.

hubi. butterfly by LOONA. do you all remember when people on twitter made that one edit of hubi with the butterfly song? well, now every time I listen to this song I'm like haha this is hubi. no explanation needed. I love you LOONA.

casper. time lapse by NCT 127. the kings of k-pop r&b, my misunderstood kings, judged by the noise but with one of the most diverse discographies in the entire industry. yes, I'm biased and I'm giving one of my favs one of my all-time favorite songs by one of my favorite groups but Casper loves the weekend and I'm sure he would love NCT.

holger. LIT by MARK and TAEYONG (prod. Czaer) from the kings of noise music, I'll bring you my fav duo in the world: markyong. this song was made for a reality show. and of course because this song was made by markyong, it talks about roaring and growing, becoming better and proving people who doubts you wrong. it fits perfect for holger, also because the song is not that generally loved, like its not what you expect from k-pop, but I love it.

[yawnzzne]

Shining Bright: The Journey

“Challenges make us grow. Embrace them and keep moving forward.”

Life has been an adventure, filled with dreams, passion, and perseverance. Through the ups and downs, I have discovered my true calling, and I am excited to take you on a trip down memory lane.

A Dream Takes Flight.

Since I was a child, music has been my greatest fascination. I was enchanted by the melodies and rhythms that filled the air, transporting me to a world where anything was possible. Singing and dancing became my means of expression, and the stage became my sanctuary. As I performed for family and friends, their applause and encouragement ignited a fire within me, solidifying my determination to pursue a career in music.

Nurturing the Talent.

With the unwavering support of my family, I embarked on a journey to nurture my talent. I attended various dance classes and vocal lessons, investing countless hours into refining my skills. While my peers focused on schoolwork and hobbies, I spent my time practicing intricate dance routines and harmonizing melodies. It wasn’t always easy, and there were moments of self-doubt, but my love for music propelled me forward.

I said, “Be true to yourself and let your uniqueness shine.”

The Path to Stardom.

Fate intervened when I mustered the courage to audition for Big Hit Entertainment, a renowned music label. The audition process was nerve-wracking, but I poured my heart and soul into each performance, determined to showcase my talent. The stars aligned, and I was fortunate enough to be chosen as a trainee. This marked the beginning of a life-changing journey filled with training, performances, and immense personal growth.

The path to stardom was not without its setbacks and moments of self-doubt. There were times when exhaustion set in, both physically and mentally, and I questioned my abilities. However, in those moments, the unwavering belief in myself and the burning passion for music ignited a fire within me, urging me to push forward and never give up.

TXT and a New Beginning.

In 2019, the world was introduced to TXT, a group destined to make its mark in the music industry. Alongside my fellow talented bandmates, Taehyun, Hueningkai, Soobin, and Beomgyu, we formed a brotherhood united by our shared love for music. Our harmonious blend of individual strengths and unique personalities laid the foundation for TXT’s success.

“Crown” serves as a source of encouragement and support for those who may feel like they don't fit in, reminding them that their individuality is what makes them shine. It promotes self-love and acceptance, reinforcing the idea that everyone deserves to be seen and appreciated for who they truly are.

Striving for Excellences.

As a member of TXT, I constantly strive for excellence. Hours upon hours are spent in the practice room, perfecting choreography, and harmonizing our voices. The pursuit of perfection pushes me to the limits, but it is through these challenges that I continue to grow as an artist. Every performance is an opportunity to showcase our hard work and connect with our fans on a deeper level.

Connecting with Fans.

Our fans, lovingly referred to as MOA, are the heartbeat of our journey. Their unwavering support and enthusiasm fuel our passion and inspire us to create music that resonates with their hearts. Whether through concerts, fan meetings, or social media interactions, we strive to create meaningful connections and reciprocate the love we receive.

Dreams Beyond Music.

While music is my first love, I aspire to explore new horizons beyond the realm of melodies and dance. Acting, composing, and engaging in philanthropic endeavors are areas I hope to delve into, using my platform to make a positive impact on society. I believe that through sharing my story and spreading positivity, I can inspire others to fearlessly chase their dreams.

Again, I said, “Success is not measured by popularity, but by the impact you make on others.”

Conclusion.

From my early years as a dream-filled child into becoming a member of TXT, my journey has been an awe-inspiring adventure. With unwavering support from my family, the guidance from my agency, tha camaraderie of my bandmates, and the love of our fans, I have been able to pursue my passion and share my art with the world. I am grateful for the opportunities that have come my way and excited to see what the future holds as I continue to evolve as an artist and person.

[mirageofficial]

yk i gotta ask 01, 20 & 23 for the whole group !

01 — who is the ace of the group? if it’s someone else, do you think they deserve that title, or should it be yourself?

XEPHER “a lot of our fans say i’m the ace. which is absolute bullshit in my perspective — i’m good at what i do, but i’m no ace… it’s probably because of my facial expressions? i’m not sure, but it’s definitely nari. i don’t think there’s anything she can’t master when we perform.”

NARI “it’s me. i feel like i’m the ace? i mean, i’m a main dancer plus a lead vocalist and rapper… i have a degree in composition, and also literally have writing credits for 99% of mirage’s discography alone… but our fans rarely argue this because nobody gives me killing parts anymore. if i had to choose someone else, it’d be xepher — she trained for such a long period of time, and she knows how to finish off a performance, too.”

EUNAE “this is hard, simply because i feel like our music is very balanced and gives everyone a shining moment very often… i wouldn’t pick any of them, they don’t need to know my choice — and i don’t want to inflate anyone’s ego too much.”

NAKO “eunae for sure. why would i even pick myself? i used to look so awkward on stage when we were rookies because i wasn’t used to them, meanwhile eunae looked like a seasoned idol since day one… it’s always the theater kids...”

ARIN “all of them won’t say it, but it’s me. i won’t get into it because it’s obvious, but the second i open my mouth to rap on a title track… and i don’t even mean this in a selfish way, everyone will understand what i’m saying… i barely rap because singing is what everyone knows me for.”

20 — if you had to replace someone in the group, who would it be and why?

XEPHER “i want to be a good leader and say i wouldn’t replace any of them, which is true, but if i absolutely had to pick someone— it’d be nako. though she claims she’s been doing better, her mental issues from her past really threw us all off balance as were working together to debut. i only say this because i wouldn’t have let her debut at all, i don’t think she’s gotten better since 2019.”

NARI “eunae. don’t get me wrong, she’s a great vocalist and performer, but she hates acting and barely trained… meanwhile the rest of us spent years just trying to debut, and she makes it in less than a year? i say this because i feel she needs more experience, this poor kid has the weight of the world on her shoulders, our company rushed her because they just wanted us to shut up already.”

EUNAE “nako. i adore her to pieces, but when she came back to the company i was suddenly rushed into debuting. i’m not allowed to say it, but i didn’t finish my training because they were desperate and figured i would be fine since i had some experience. her arrival cut my time short, i’m still struggling because of it, even if you can’t see it yourself.”

NAKO “i think my answer is pretty obvious, but i’d replace myself. part of my heart is still with txt and my old members, i can’t take back that history and the memories. plus, my own health struggles after joining made it very clear that they felt i shouldn’t have joined so soon. but, i’m fine now and the group functions just fine together — this is just a what-if question.”

ARIN “eunae. she’s not a strong rapper, which is what the required essential skill for our group was, and her short training time makes me look untalented for training as long as i did… and it doesn’t help that i’m the youngest. that’s the only issue i have with her.”

23 — if the group were to disband, which member(s) would succeed on their own and which member(s) would struggle?

XEPHER MAJORITY SAYS… “she would not re-debut, instead she’d probably become a full-time producer — unless she was ever offered to be in a trio with nari and arin.”

NARI MAJORITY SAYS… “she would become a soloist and start out struggling, but then make it big later on.”

EUNAE MAJORITY SAYS… “she would succeed but not as a soloist, probably in another girl group or something. as long as her brother remains well-known, she’d be just fine.”

NAKO MAJORITY SAYS… “she would make it big as a soloist for her image, but probably wouldn’t release a lot of music like people would want her to.” NAKO SAYS… “if mirage falls off, i will be falling off the face of the earth before i find a good reason to stay in this industry after disbandment.”

ARIN MAJORITY SAYS… “she could succeed, but she’s already too sick and tired of how shitty this industry is… so maybe she wouldn’t want to re-debut.”

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[cosmic-abysss]

okay so this was meant to be posted at the end of the year but ive realized that im incapable of not changing my status all the time so it's a long list..anyways bc its august (aka me month who cheered??) i figured i would do this half :DD so without further ado...

a list of my discord statuses of 2023 ^-^ :

a quiet alcove in a ginormous library can actually be something so personal <33

i think im falling back into my anime and manga obsession.. i will be crying <3

kusakabe maron deserves the world <33 loml behind gumbi

heart time heart time!! 💕 💓 <333 iloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyou <-youve been hit with my gay love beam ^-^

the road to happiness is paved, with rows and rows OF VERY TEMPTING PARKING SPACES!!! CMWYL 24HR LOCKDOWN!!! ABSOLUTE FIRE <33

💙💜♡ its love day!!! no one is safe from my gay love beam >:) get loved idiot youre important to me <333 ^-^ im very happy

huh. 3 years already, how time flies...

i hate having a reasonable sleep schedule >:( why cant i stay up until 4am and then wake up at like 8 without wanting to die

i wanna get a tattoo so bad this is fucked up

i get the hype now, i really do, yes i know this makes me a clown im just accepting it

get fucked im embracing the cringe and im going to live!!

fiction is starting to give me too many unrealistic expectations to pepper into my daydreams

um okay yeah im starting to get the hype about it all now

<3 hehehe ^-^  💜💙

oh cat & dog by TXT my beloved <33

doing hot bitch shit <-rewatching mianite for the 3rd time

i need to go to a live concert,,,, it would fix me i think <3

yellow yaks winners pov!!!! gumi is absolutely slaying!!!

i have so many tabs open and theyre not even fun+interesting ones >:((

RAAAAAAAHHHH i survived my first college semester holy shit!!!!

screaming... screeching even,,,

oh kyo souma how i wish you were real <3 ......my favorite lil guy :3

WU&IO OUT NOW HOLY SHIT!!! oh lovejoy my beloved you only release bangers <33

what if i just cried about minecraft again,, what then???

going to the beach would fix me in an instant

cyan coyotes are going to win today as a pride present for me specifically <3

i deserve to be unreserved about my music obsessions and thats what im going to do ^-^

spider punk and gwen stacy how i love you,,, damn a good pride month fr,,,

step one of becoming a passenger princess complete... now i just need to become someone thats trusted with the aux

slay pussy queen girlboss cunt server <-finished an amigurumi project

peak of my hot girl summer rn, devastating effects on my social battery though

i had forgotten the joys of creating things, its nice to know it again

[deangirlrights]

LOSING MY MIND AT THIS

[thekidsarentalright]

happy birthday to the best album made ever in the history of music <3

[junkhei]

Awaken The World is a masterpiece. Got no single doubt about it.

[wyverwithy]

It infuriates me when people praise several years worth of absolutely no progression in the story. the complete lack of canonical information. the confusion towards basic things that should’ve been established from the beginning, like character motivation or even a clear-cut personality.

[nadianadims]

amazing how all the american woso fanboys who routinely do the absolute most to shit on lyon and diminish their accomplishments are currently getting themselves off over how ncc is suddenly the “best team in the world” after having won both the league and the championship with a considerable margin